Wednesday, June 6, 2018

It's Normal

My legs are feeling tight today and I'm wishing I had legs that felt a bit more fresh.... However, this post below reminded me that this is just part of the whole experience.
Sometimes I think the best thing is to know that we are not alone and that our feelings and thoughts are completely normal... My prayer for you today Taylor is that you would know that you are not alone and that on your many colored days that this is all normal and part of this wild journey of life. 


Taper Traps
Don't get caught making these common mistakes in the weeks before your big race
SEP 5, 2006
Three-time marathoner Kris Kelley, 37, of Akron, Ohio, knows that the toughest part of marathon training isn't the first few weeks out the door. Or the slow grinding buildup of mileage. Or even the last sweat-soaked long run of 23 miles, three weeks before the race. No, Kelley knows that the toughest part of marathon training is after all that, when she is walking across the parking lot at Target, and suddenly a sharp pain strikes in her right knee. And there she is, trying to hold back a panic attack. "Never does a pain like that occur in the middle of intense training," she says. "But there is something about those last couple of weeks before the marathon, when you are cutting back your mileage, getting more rest, and preparing for the big race, when everything, and I do mean everything, seems to bother you more."

Call them taper tantrums--the phantom pains, panic attacks, and much more--that plague most marathoners during the three-week period of decreased training just before the race. "Runners develop not only a physical but also a psychological dependency on running," says Troy Smurawa, M.D., a 2:46 marathoner and physician at Akron Children's Hospital Sports Medicine Center. "So when runners take time off, they go through withdrawal." Hence, the weird constellation of mental and physical symptoms that crop up during the taper.

Thing is, if you know what to expect as you back off your training, you'll be better equipped to survive your taper and arrive at the marathon starting line feeling rested and ready to run. To that end, we've outlined the most common mental and physical problems associated with the taper, when they're likely to occur, and how to deal with them so that you can relax, and, dare we say, enjoy your weeks of rest--not to mention race day.


THREE WEEKS TO GO
Trap: Craving Carbs
Symptoms: The urge to stuff yourself with high-carbohydrate foods to ensure a vast supply of energy for the marathon.
Cause: "During those last three weeks, marathoners tend to think only carbs, carbs, carbs," says Vince Rucci, head of the Vertical Runner Marathon Training Group in Hudson, Ohio. But shoveling down the carbs, particularly at the expense of other important nutrients like protein, will make you feel bloated and will accelerate--and inflate--the normal water-weight gain associated with a taper
Solution: During your taper, slightly modify the carbohydrate-based diet you've maintained throughout your marathon training. "Simply emphasize the carbs already in your diet," says Nancy Clark, R.D., a sports nutritionist in Boston. "For example, instead of having chicken with rice, have rice with chicken." Clark recommends taking in 55 to 65 percent of your calories from carbohydrates, 10 to 15 percent from protein, and 20 to 30 percent from fat. Ensure the proteins are low in fat, such as chicken, fish, lean meats, beans, and legumes. 

Trap: The Impulse to Cram
Symptoms: The sudden, irrational urge to "cram" in extra miles and more long runs, speedwork, and other quality marathon training during your taper, especially early on when your body is feeling primed for peak performance.
Cause: "Runners tend to be focused and goal-driven," says Kate Hays, Ph.D., the director of the Toronto Marathon Psyching Team, which offers peak-performance strategies to marathoners. "When they enter a stressful situation, such as the last weeks before a marathon, they rely on actions that have been proven to get results--like the cramming we all did before tests when we were in school." But while all that extra, last-minute studying may have helped you ace a college exam, additional training during your taper will only leave you feeling exhausted come race day.
Solution: "Rational thinking helps," says Hays. Realize that extra mileage and harder training at this point will hurt your marathon, not help it. Research has shown that those who taper properly perform better than those who train right up until race day. To convince yourself that you've done all the work necessary to run a good race, review your training log thoroughly, noting all the weeks of high mileage, long runs, and tough workouts. And no matter how short and easy your runs get during the taper, keep recording your workouts in your log to reinforce the feeling that you are studiously sticking to the plan.


Trap: Pressure to Perform
Symptoms: The overwhelming fear that the time goal you've set and trained for diligently is now somehow much too ambitious (what were you thinking?).
Cause: Once your peak training is over, it gets harder to feel confident in your abilities to maintain your goal pace. Many marathoners obsess on the five- or 10-minute gap between their goal time and the time they "fear" they might actually run--for example, crossing the line in 4:10, not 4:00, which would somehow make the marathon a failure.

Solution: Insert a couple marathon-pace miles in the middle of some runs during your taper (say two to three miles at marathon pace part-way through a couple of eight-milers) to reinforce confidence in your ability to hold that pace. You should also develop an alternative time goal that you can live with that's five or 10 minutes slower than your ideal goal in case the weather on race day--or your body--just doesn't cooperate.


TWO WEEKS TO GO
Trap: Recovery Rebound
Symptoms: A feeling of strength and complete fitness midway through the taper. Your body is itching to race.
Cause: As your mileage starts to decline after your last heavy training week, your body rebounds. The added rest and the four good months of training you have behind you have strengthened your body and your confidence.
Solution: No matter how good you feel, don't risk your months of marathon training for a PR or an age-group award at a local 10-K. A strained hamstring that plagues you throughout your marathon could be the subsequent door prize. Instead, re-read your marathon application to get yourself psyched for the big day. And meet with your training buddies for coffee to discuss marathon-day strategies. Also, find something active and productive to do on Saturday or Sunday mornings--say cutting the grass--to take your mind off of racing. Or if you must be around runners, volunteer at a local race. The energy there will give you your "race fix" without ruining your marathon chances.

Trap: Phantom Pains
Symptoms: A totally new pain in the foot, knee, hip, back, or insert-any-body-part here that strikes for no apparent reason.
Cause: Twinges and passing aches are all part of the body's rejuvenation process. "During a taper, tissue repair on the microscopic level causes muscle twitches and sometimes muscle cramps as the body adapts," says Dr. Smurawa. Also, when we run less, and worry more about our marathon, everyday aches and pains-which would normally be ignored--get exaggerated to the point of lunacy.
Solution: Think of each phantom pain as a signal that the body is healing itself and preparing you for the marathon. Since your workouts are now shorter, spend some extra time on your favorite stretches to help relax your body. And if you like whirlpools or long baths, indulge. Also, if you've had massages during other parts of your training, get one this week. It will further aid the healing process.
Trap: Panic Attacks
Symptoms: Every time you feel an ache or start to think about some aspect of the race, you jump to a doomsday conclusion. (I have a stress fracture! The hill at mile nine is going to be the end of me!)
Cause: Most panic attacks stem from a lack of confidence and a fear of the unknown. "This is a particular problem for first-time marathoners," says Hays. If you've never run a marathon before, or you've never run a particular marathon course, you have no experience to draw from to boost your confidence.
Solution: Collect all the information you can about the racecourse from your registration materials, the race's Web site, and even personal insight from those who have run it in previous years. If possible, run parts of the course or ride the whole thing. Some races offer guided bus tours of their marathon route the day or two before the event. Knowing everything you can about that hill at mile nine will help you conquer it. You can also come up with solutions to problems that might arise during the marathon, such as how you'll handle a blister or a side stitch, so that you know you'll be prepared to overcome any obstacle.


ONE WEEK TO GO
Trap: Heavy Legs
Symptoms: A tired, heavy feeling centered in the legs, but affecting your whole body, that you get late in a taper.
Cause: "Tissue repair in the legs during recovery, coupled with the fact that you are storing more carbohydrate and water late in the taper, will make you feel like you do after eating a big meal," says Dr. Smurawa. In other words, you feel like a slug.
Solution: Remember you're not the only one feeling this way. "Just knowing that this is how tapering marathoners are supposed to feel can help curb your anxiety," says Robert Udewitz, Ph.D., a sports psychologist and the director of Behavior Therapy of New York. Also, try a few strides (100-meter sprints) after some of your easy runs. Strides can help knock off the rust, leaving you feeling fresh and ready without overdoing it.

Trap: That Sinking Feeling
Symptoms: A feeling of malaise, depression, and hopelessness, which often accompanies the physical sluggishness that intensifies at the end of a taper.
Cause: "Generally, running counters feelings of anxiety and depression," says Hays. "So as you run less miles, bad feelings tend to crop back up and increase."

Solution: Take a short-term approach. "You only have to get through the rest of the taper," says Hays. Do a little low-impact and low-intensity cross-training--like pool running--to generate the good feelings you normally get from running. Also, use your downtime to focus on other things that bring pleasure to your life, such as listening to music, cooking, and being with family and friends. And rent some funny movies or read a few joke books to lighten your mood.

Trap: Weight Gain
Symptoms: A couple of additional pounds that show up on the scale at the end of a taper.
Cause: When we eat high-carbohydrate foods to stock our glycogen (energy) reserves, water is stored along with the glycogen. "If you have been chronically dehydrated, that extra water can cause some gain in weight during a marathon taper, since you're running less and not sweating as much," says Clark.
Solution: Realize that the extra "water weight" will be beneficial during the marathon. It will actually help keep you better hydrated on race day, when it will be released as the glycogen is burned. But you can also do a few practical things to help you cope with this temporary weight gain. Don't weigh yourself during the three-week taper period. And if the feeling of tighter-than-normal clothes causes you anxiety, wear clothes with more forgiving waistbands and drawstrings.

Tuesday, June 5, 2018

Your Song

I found the following story online.  There is debate whether it is really a true story and if it is indeed based on the Himba tribe in Namibia.  Regardless of the origins, I do believe that it has a good message:

“There is a tribe in Africa where the birth date of a child is counted not from when they were born, nor from when they are conceived but from the day that the child was a thought in its mother’s mind.
And when a woman decides that she will have a child, she goes off and sits under a tree, by herself, and she listens until she can hear the song of the child that wants to come. And after she’s heard the song of this child, she comes back to the man who will be the child’s father, and teaches it to him. And then, when they make love to physically conceive the child, some of that time they sing the song of the child, as a way to invite it.
And then, when the mother is pregnant, the mother teaches that child’s song to the midwives and the old women of the village, so that when the child is born, the old women and the people around her sing the child’s song to welcome it. And then, as the child grows up, the other villagers are taught the child’s song. If the child falls, or hurts its knee, someone picks it up and sings its song to it. Or perhaps the child does something wonderful, or goes through the rites of puberty, then as a way of honoring this person, the people of the village sing his or her song.
In the African tribe there is one other occasion upon which the villagers sing to the child. If at any time during his or her life, the person commits a crime or aberrant social act, the individual is called to the center of the village and the people in the community form a circle around them. Then they sing their song to them.
The tribe recognizes that the correction for antisocial behavior is not punishment; it is love and the remembrance of identity. When you recognize your own song, you have no desire or need to do anything that would hurt another.
And it goes this way through their life. In marriage, the songs are sung, together. And finally, when this child is lying in bed, ready to die, all the villagers know his or her song, and they sing—for the last time—the song to that person.”

This story reminds  us that we all have a song.  And during times of your life when things are changing all around you, you must remember your song to stay connected to who you really are.  And if you need help, find people who can help sing your song to you. The letters written to you for your 13th birthday will be reminders of the refrain of your song that you are loved.  As you said, they are all really saying the same thing, and I’ve tried to listen in during these training miles to your particular song. I will keep on reminding you and telling you again and again until you know it by heart... 


Monday, June 4, 2018

Countdown

With the race almost here, I've been thinking about my game plan for the run on Sunday. I'm hoping to get to the start line happy, healthy and strong and get to the finish line happy, healthy and strong. 
My goal is to get out there and test my limits, do the best I can do, and cross that finish line with a smile on my face.   I'm praying for stamina and for God to spur me on through the miles... 

and Taylor- that's my prayer for you too- 
that God would give you stamina and that He would spur you on through the miles... 



Saturday, June 2, 2018

Glass Half Full

A few friends rallied early this morning to go run a relay starting near Rainier heading toward Tacoma on some of the Rails-to-Trails routes.  I ran 13.5 miles and it felt good. Knowing that this is a bit over half of what I'll run next weekend, I'm grateful that my glass is half full! 
Maegan (teammate whose picture I am holding) was not able to make it at the last minute because her husband had to go to the ER from an injury from a softball game last night so I had the inspiration this morning at 5 am to print off this picture and have her with us in spirit with this giant picture of her :) 


  

Ringing the bell at the transition points was a fun touch--- 






Friday, June 1, 2018

Let the tapering begin

I could not figure out why my left leg was a bit sore today, 
but then I had a realization that this was probably the culprit: 
It is probably because I leaned over and drew 49 hearts on the street yesterday morning. 
Ooops. :) 

I'll need to be careful about my activity level this next week and not push it too hard with the sidewalk chalk while I'm tapering and getting ready for the race next week.... 
I am looking forward to a more mellow week and taking time to rest up. 

I'm holding on to this verse for this week: 
 The LORD replied, “My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.”
Exodus 33:14 

I am praying for you that you will get some rest this weekend too... 
XOXO- 

Thursday, May 31, 2018

early bird

There are only a few reasons I will be an early bird to get up around 5 a.m., and Elizabeth's birthday is one of them..... Such fun to surprise her with chalk and balloons for our run this morning.... :) 

May you have friends worth getting out of bed for at the crack of dawn and may you have joy in celebrating them (even if it's not with sidewalk chalk and balloons.)  



Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Let Your Mind Run

I keep coming back to this article again and again and think this is part of the reason that I'm on the road to recovery (along with some wonderful PT and prayers!)....

Deena Kastor: ‘The Tiny Tweak That Completely Changed My Running Career’ It has nothing to do with physical training.


When Deena Kastor first became a professional runner, she thought the hardest part would be the physical training. After all, what could be more taxing than interval workouts so intense you taste blood in the back of your throat? Turns out, the toughest part was wrestling with her mind. In her new memoir, Let Your Mind Run, the Olympic medalist and American record holder reveals how our thoughts have the power to stifle or nurture our true power.
In 2015, I crossed the finish of the Chicago marathon in seventh place, with a time of 2:27:47. I had just set a new American masters record for women 40 or older. My husband, Andrew, was standing just over the line with our daughter, Piper, then 4 years old. I embraced them both, thinking about the power of a single positive choice—how it is the first step in the story we want to create; how every decision that follows builds and expands and accumulates. Yet it all comes back to the microdecisions we make in any given moment, when we can go in one direction or the other.
My professional running career has been punctuated by some very special moments like that one in Chicago. I was the first American woman to run a marathon under 2 hours 20 minutes. I've broken records set by the running icon of my time, Joan Benoit Samuelson, and then had those same ones broken by our country's current powerhouse, Molly Huddle (just this year, in fact). I'm an eight-time NCAA All-American and a seven-time U.S. eight-kilometer cross-country champion. I won the 10,000-meter Olympic Trials in 2000 and brought home bronze in the Athens Olympics marathon in 2004.
And to think: Those accolades, those incredibly special moments—they almost never happened.
I started running at 11 years old. I was adopted with no knowledge of my genetic makeup, so my talent took my parents and me by surprise. Back then, I saw my ability as a fixed trait, like having blonde hair and freckles. In my mind, everyone had a set amount and whoever had the most would win.
In college, that talent was tested. I couldn't see the successes that everyone else saw; I saw only my failures. I nearly gave up on running altogether. I thought about opening a bakery. But I didn't feel done. So in 1996, sort of on a whim, I moved from Arkansas to Alamosa, Colorado, to train with the revered Coach Joe Vigil. My only goal: to open myself up to learning what it took to reach my potential.
Coach was always emphasizing a good attitude. He told me stories, gave me books. While reading The Power of Positive Thinking by Norman Vincent Peale, a passage jumped out: "Our happiness depends on the habit of mind we cultivate." I highlighted it and put three exclamation points in the margin. In repeatedly telling me to bring a good attitude to practice, Coach was trying to instill the same habit that he so clearly had. That's when it clicked: Habits are formed through repetition. So instead of focusing on my attitude periodically, I set out to make positive thinking a practice.
I realized I could push my mind and strengthen my positivity for a lifetime.
I began consciously experimenting with my thoughts and their effect on my workouts. Peale wrote about the effects of word choice on our perception, so I looked at words that frequented my vocabulary: hardcold, and tired. Replacing those with challengingtough, and adapting provided a greater feeling of strength and purpose. When I fell behind the men in my training group during a run, I noticed my mind drew a quick conclusion: I'll never be able to hang on. I asked myself how else I could view it: I'm a little closer to Phil today. I felt an immediate desire to keep pushing.
Indian researchers investigating the "biochemistry of belief" once wrote that "each and every tiny cell in our body is perfectly and absolutely aware of our thoughts, feelings, and our beliefs. If you believe you are fragile, the biochemistry of your body unquestionably obeys and manifests it. If you believe you are tough (irrespective of your weight and bone density), your body undeniably mirrors it." I couldn't have told you that then, but I certainly felt it.
I noticed how an argument on the phone with my mom was followed by a bad workout. A fast mile-repeat session came on the heels of exciting news about a friend getting married. Perfecting my cinnamon-roll recipe on Friday had me running light on my feet on Saturday.
It wasn't just workouts that improved. At the cafe where I worked, when one of the unfriendly regulars walked in, I always reacted with, Oh no, not Wade. I realized I'd let him condition me into approaching the situation with dread. So the next time he came in, I drew a big whipped-cream smiley face on top of his pancakes; he gave me a crooked grin. I left the cafe feeling good about making the effort to be kind. I started my workout in a more upbeat mood, and when the tough part came—disappointment at a slower mile, frustration at fatigue—I found a positive perspective to get me through it.
Ironically, practicing positivity showed me just how negative I could be. I noted how often in practice I cut myself down. You're worthless, what a dummy. The more tired I got, the easier it was to be negative, and the more relentless I had to be. I had to stay on top of my thinking in the same way I had to remain conscious and diligent about my pace in a workout.
Positivity wasn't a one-thought-fixes-all tool either. I had to cycle through different approaches. Some days it took scenery, music, or musing about dinner to get through a workout. Other days, I needed to think myself through the tough parts: Only one more mile. You've got this. Turning my attention to my breathing, stride, or arms worked in other situations. My job was simply to uncover the tool necessary for the moment. Often I found it on the first attempt. Sometimes, it took several tries. But each time, a shift in perspective got me through a workout and built more endurance, speed, and confidence.
Some days the positive path is harder to find and we have to be relentless in its pursuit.
The effects of positivity didn't surprise me. What surprised me was that they worked all the time. During my career, no one could see the diligent choosing of words, the monotonous shifting of perspective, yet it was apparent in my performance. By identifying and replacing a thought that was holding me back, I undid years of self-destructive thought patterns that had left me unhappy and injury-prone. I became fitter and faster and reached goals I'd believed were improbable.
My competitive days had a relatively short window, but I realized I could push my mind and strengthen my positivity for a lifetime. This excited me. Every day I got out there I could apply the mental habits of life more readily. The same thoughts I used in an anxious pack of runners also helped me keep my wits in gridlocked L.A. traffic. I could handle a broken foot in the Olympics and a broken yolk in the skillet. Patience in a long run gave me patience when Piper's flute playing got a little loud. Seeing all the lessons along the way added to my motivation. Every time I reached the crux of a workout or a tough moment in a race, I uncovered deep layers of strength and optimism and reinforced what was already there.
Some days the positive path is harder to find and we have to be relentless in its pursuit. But a better outlook is always there and worth chasing. On the other side are potential—and possibility.
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Taylor- I love this so much and want to be relentless in my pursuit of the positivity and the small shifts I can make in my mind between now and the race and during the race.... My prayer is that you can learn to do this too over time and that these practices would become ingrained in you.